Have you ever had so much on your mind that you were afraid to write any one thing? For me, it feels like if I start talking about one thing, the rest will just all pour out, and I'm not ready for that to happen quite yet.

So first, a side note. Do you see my beautiful new blog design??  This is courtesy of my good friend Jessica, a fellow Sub Wife who is currently enjoying Shore Duty in Hawaii. If you like what you see, please send her some love here!  http://jessicafawndesigns.com/ Jessica is great to work with, and really good about asking opnions. I got lots of emails with "This one, or this one??" for different things, and it was awesome to feel like I was a little bit of the creative process. Thank you so much, Jess! I love it so much!

As for the rest, I'm ok. In fact, I'm more than ok for the first time in a long time, and I think it's finally time to write about it. But not tonight.. I still need to get my thoughts a little more in line. But they are coming after a long delay!